Truly to write of my Auto biography my knowledge did not occur it to describe or write, because my child-hood to boy-hood passed without my mother, than the Divine Mother took care and responsibility for my being to grow in her shade. Opportunity turned my life dedication and worship of Mother-hood as the Divine Mother which she derive in the different aspects which form the future creative force “Shakthi”.

My true dedication goes to my Physical Mother who bore the labor of woman-hood by the Grace and Force of the Divine Mother. On 28th June 1957 (survive with two elder sisters) I was born in British Port Town of Cuddalore, South of Tamilnadu in South India. The town had been the fame of the spiritual seekers of saivaites who worships the Siva and other side the English used this Port Town for their Trade in South India named East India Company, so it’s called British Port Town. In the first 15 years of my life brought up by my father’s care of love and affection. These fifteen years are considered in my life as Golden age. My father not only served as patriotic man in the Royal Indian Regiment, also he had the quality of Spiritual path and leaded who of his life. Naturally he brought up with the disciplined manner in good character and healthy education for us.

With some spiritual quality he never forced to us any of these dogmas or any Hindu-Religion Ritual. So, in this way I grew completely as well as my mothers love derived from him in natural care.

I love very much the nature’s beauty as well as my Home Town Cuddalore. “The CAPPER QUARRY HILLS” the hamlet the town where my house surrounded by hills and lakes with stream of water – flows throughout the year. In our time was a pure nature resources without any kind of material catchment. Not even a radio was used in our home. But instead of this we often go to Pilgrimage hearing Bhajanas (Devotional Songs) from temple and Drama theatre. In due course of my school holidays I use to go with him for Trekking in the mountains, visit the different ashrams in South India with our family members along with our neighbors.

I turned to tragedy in my life after 16 years at the age of Sixteen my father died by stroke of Heart Attack with my study was a question how to complete without him, my father’s friend helped me to complete at the school final and processed my shift to Pondicherry.

After I finished my school final I left my home town when I was 17 for Pondicherry. I proceeded to my yelder sisters house who setteled there . I made my lonely fateful journey towards an un known future. With sister and brother-in laws advice, I joined the Ashram Department storeas a bill maker. During the two years I was employed with the Ashram also studied at the French Institude in Pondicherr.y.In my leisure time I spent many hours at the Sri Aurobindo and Mothers Samadhi in the heart of the french town At such a young time I will take refuge in this place not knowing exactly what kept Drawing me here. (I remember In 1972 On my birth day I saw the Mother for the first time with my father.) At this time I did not understand what a significance moment That would become in my life..

After a short visit from Calcutta where I had a strange Intuition and Prediction through a holy man on the bank of the river Ganga thanI came to Auroville for an inner and outer change. That started when I got my first job in construction on Matrimandir. This apportunity brought many changes in my life.

Simplicity: As a child I was brought up in good availability with my father. I came to Auroville to learn about minimise my materialistic needs. This is the first step, I Practiced for a higher life and it leaded me till now. Changes: These changes also helped me to grow up and learn how to live Independently And simply.I also discovered my inner peace and Happiness. My ultimate freedom was revealed during my first time in Auroville. I felt I could do anything, and still practice that Idea.

Mix (Melting Pot) : My attitude in the beginning was shy and reserve, after I came here I start mix with People adopt all kind of folk life.

My Twenty four years are passed in south India(That is in Cuddalore,Pondicherry & Auroville) In 1981 october 2nd I set up my Journey to North India Invited by Sri Aurobindo Ashram Delhi branch. Treckking in Nainital at Himalaya.This is my first experience in Himalayan Expedation also my first time living in the Ashram to prepare all my inner strength.For all this I hhave to pay my thanks toMy friend and my Physical Instructor Mr Ambashankar who recommended for my trip.

This is my second longest train journey , also my unknown journey for Traditions,culture Language and the region. After a couple of night and a day I landed in Delhi-city it was clean and green which it is named New Delhi which a strong Hindi-Urdu speaking Area.I learned Hindi through a lady who was a Hindi professor in the ashram. In the Other side I am new to that climate in winter,to work in the ashram as a volunteer to wake up early morning around 5.00p.m after my routine To work in the bakery at the dining hall with a german man about a couple of hour after a tea break I have to clean the Urn (where Sri Aurobindos ash Contain). Later I sit along with the ashramite for meditation. This is my daily morning work in the ashram. AAfter my break fast I have to do the service for visitor and some assistance work in the Ashram office.After my lunch Break I have to work at Music and Dance school to prepare the classes keep ,and open all the rooms and the music instruments ready., after my dinner I practice my hindi lessons. And learned my Music too. Like this way my whole day was full of work like a Sadhana- Karma yoga to dedicate to live in the ashram and preparation to do any hard work and Dedicate one self to Discipline life. Wirthout Discipline nothing cannot be achieved. The wheel of time rotated fast with bussy and hard for a couple of year. of time rotated fast with bussy and Hard for a couple of year.

In 1983 I made my treckking trip to Himalaya enroute to Nainital, there I happened to meet a monk who had been meditated and lived in the foot step of Himalaya. He predicted my future and taught me how to practice the meditation. Well I never did before solid but I gained bit. And as per his advice I have to go for worldly life and By my emotion for my mother . I went back to Delhi after a couple of week to find a new job one of the electronic unit as a representative for their sales.this job I continued till mid of 1985 In these years also I completed my study of my degree course of B.Sc. Agriculture by the help of my fathers scholarship and other side my five years of my Experience lived in North India completely made me North Indian style.these two years I use to live with Punjabis house as paying Guest. And teaching some English and art where I stayed some children. These way my time was passed in Delhi.. In the mid of 1985 June 28th (My birth day) I use to go any temple that was one of the Jain Temple .There I happened to meet a dutch antellic boy who travel in India. Unfortunately he lost all his belonging he become like a refuge.My humble concern closest to him on the humantarian ground. He expressed himself about his present situation . I felt once to help him and made all the necessary arrangements for his travel back to his home land (Nederland) In three week time he stayed along with me and got back his Passport and the money for his travel, through his Embassy. For that he became very Happy for my help for compensation of this he asked gently what did I do for? I told him I did this on human kind ness , I am not materialistic my dream is to visit Europe, If possible you can do it. He realized after he returned from Holland and Travel with me to Europe. This travel was predicted by my father through my Horoscope.My true dedication goes to my father as he was a popular astrologer in my Home town . Due to the reason of Mother denied him not to Predict he kept it in the secret box I found when I returned from Europe! (My European experiences) I985 In the beginning I volunteered for av International Deutchland later Here met a restaurant owner who offered me a contract with him in Germany I gratefully accepted.. I worked hard as steward saving my holiday entitlement for three years so as to travel for three months around the Europe. Back then such a trip was beyond the means many middle class Indians so I considered my self very lucky guy I saw this trip as an apportunity To observe European culture.I had finally fulfilled my dream to journey full of emotions and encounters with many people.

It is now 1988 and my contract at the restaurant is over.I wasd fortunated have a Generous kind hearted boss. For my farewell he arranged a small dinner where he asked me what I thought of germany to contract to India. I asked him what way I took a spiritual slant and replied that in this sense I saw India as a vast ocean where Germany was as yet a swimming pool. On my departure recalled the word of my Himalayan Guru You need to learn to started on your own two feet emotionally.

For this you must go around the world and come back. This was true, my mind ,body and spirit was now ready to return to the mother country India . 1988-90 In returned from Europe specially from Germany. I brought with me the stress and tired. But my real thirst to live in India for an Indian spirit forever. But I was boredom Try to atop the real Indian life, As I born and brought up here nothing made me difference. But I remember Sri Aurobindos word, India is Guru of all other nation. His words made me glimpses in to my soul start 1988-91 again mylife in Auroville. So I started worked in AV Info As Multi Linguistic Guide With a team of People.

1991-2006 In 1991- I become a Newcomer to Auroville due to by a wrong feed back person my process went back long term it takes the shape and chance to become true Aurovillian. My aim also to become true aurovillian for according the Mother”’s vision For that I am struggling lot ,often correcting my mistakes,often meeting all walk style people, looking inside and outside too.keep the stable of my family maintenance, turned as a multilinguistic guide,Teacher,Farmer and finaly surrender for the divine work as practicing Yoga and Ayurveda. otherside this was full of outerlook, as Ramana said The world is full of Maya (The illusion of full of worldly life) The real IS Inner true life Without Ego , to find oneself Who am I ? There is a great line of Teaching from different teachers by different time . So Nothing is good or nothing is bad all is his Manifestation, only our thoughts are the result. There is a pain and Joy to reveals the karma. Finally our goal of our life is Merge with divine for that All life is yoga . Its Manifest here on the earth . Here every thing is possible to open the door of Heaven . So awake your Divineconciousnes be in innner strong. OM Shanthi OM Shanthi Om Shanthi………..

Here I would like to remind the Poem which I read in my school time named Gitanjali
Where the mind is without fear And the head is held high
Where knowledge is free
Where the world has not been
Broken up in to Fragments
By narrow domestic walls
Where words come out from the depth of truth
Where tireless striving
Strectches arms towards perfection
Where the clear stream
Of reason has not lost its way
In to the dreary desert
Sand of Dead habit
Where the mind is led forward By thee
Into everwidening thought
And action
In to that HEAVEN OF FREEDOM
My father
Let my Country awake!